For most of my life, I didn’t feel like I was living my life. I kept trying to fix things—my career, relationships, finances—but the more I tried, the worse it got, not from inspiration but from confusion. I was chasing clarity I didn’t yet have.

• The dramas only grew with time:
• My financial situation was a rollercoaster.
• I often couldn’t pay my bills.
• My marriage ended in a painful, drawn-out conflict.
• I jumped from job to job, never landing in a place that felt right.
• Social circles dissolved and reformed over and over again.
• As an entrepreneur, I kept changing direction.
• My housing situation was rarely stable.
• And all the while, I kept searching for answers, but nothing seemed to stick.

I wanted a beautiful life—I really wanted it. But no matter how hard I tried, life felt like it was always happening to me, not for me. The more I tried to change, the deeper I sank into confusion, frustration, and exhaustion.

Do you know what made it worse? My optimism.
Yes—I learned to use my optimism for the bad situations—a way to avoid making real choices for myself. 
Choosing me was terrifying, so I didn’t. That fear created more drama, and my optimism made me handle the drama. 

I tried many paths—meditation through Dzogchen, personal development, even neuroscience and quantum physics. Some of them helped a little, but nothing truly shifted my life.

Until I came across something completely unexpected: a message from an extraterrestrial named Elan.
I know it sounds strange, but this was the first time I found something that deeply resonated with how I feel, think, and experience life. It introduced me to the theory of conscious creation, and something in me said, "This is it. Trust it."

And I did.
I applied the teachings not to others, but to myself. And slowly, everything began to change.

With my background as a medical doctor, I’ve always had a deep passion for developing methods—and I’m good at it.
So while I was transforming my own life, I naturally began shaping a method that actually works. It grew not from theory, but from real-life application and refinement.

For years I had been performing a version of myself, adapting to fit in. And the life I got back was the life that belonged to that adapted version—not to the real me.

Today, things are different.

I live in Bali. I run a thriving one-person business. I have a beautiful social life.
But most importantly—I’m finally living a life that fits me. A life I created from the inside out.

And that’s why I founded the School for Authenticity.
Not to fix you.
But to help you finally stop performing—and start being.